As my title stated..letting go ..one day at a time.
That is how I feel. I need to take this day by day.
PDT.. to answer your question..Yes..I have taken ownership several times... I guess I still carry alot of guilt and remorse for my part in this. Yes he has recently.. but has moved on.
I know he is to blame for his affair.. I am very feeling oriented and I am not going to throw blame every time we talk..
It doesnt matter anyway.. "its over" according to him.
I can make it thru today... I will try not to cry..
I did go buy new jeans yesterday...(two sizes smaller) gonna strut my stuff today