Peace - remember this. Someone wrote on here that though our door is "closed" it can always and I mean ALWAYS be reopened if that is what WE WANT.
I still would lvoe to have a new marriage with xh. I still like him - even after all the pain he has caused me. If your h decides to work on himself and heal - adn then come back towards you - YOU can make the choices at taht point...but for now and for your heart..as the wonderful song says "PEACE BE STILL and KNOW that I am GOD."
Hugs to you today.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again