light (albeit dim) at the end of the tunnel

[badcompany]

as usual, a recap for those who haven't heard(read) my sitch:

june '08 - wife wants to separate, affair with OM, I move out

july - OM sleeping over, wife wants divorce

august - OM leaves wife for his old girlfriend, still sleeps with wife, wife files for D at the end of the month.

september - wife finds out she is pregnant by OM, wife still wants divorce

october - wife *suddenly* realizes she was selfish, should have tried to make our M work, *might* want to get back together; we start spending time together again. we sleep in our bed together, hold hands, just spend time trying to start anew.