Had a very nice time tonight with the kids and H. Made me cry afterwards. During dinner StepSon said "This is really nice. All of us here. I'm having a great time." Daughter said the same thing.
I want my H back. I want my family back.
I picked up SS from our old house and drove him took him to the restaurant (and picked up DD too). Anyway, SS and I had a good 40 minutes alone in the car together. He says that he doesn't understand what his dad is doing because a commitment is a COMMITMENT. He said that he doesn't understand why he is "testing the waters" what it is so obvious he still loves me. He said that H told him "I still in love with her; but I'm confused. I have no idea what I am doing."
Sigh.
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing
