Yeah it's sucks, but no it doesn't. You had a decent week. You both sense it, not all bad. get it out, and be done. Don't do it anywhere near her. Goose egg on the expectations. I'm stopping today on those, I AINT gonna let you pick up where I left off.
Your never alone here. Keep climbing the stairs one step at a time if you slip grab the rail. This board is the rail friend.