Dash, I'm following you as well. Take the advice of the others and make a life for yourself. Try not to worry about the W; it will on kill you. I know, I done it too. But I'm now in a better place because of DB, DR, and these boards. Mostly all these wonderful people.
I have a WAW. Read my sitch. A little different; but similar. I'll do my best to help you along.
