Sandy, I have followed your sitch a bit. never posted; but as you're hurting, I hurt with you.
Might I suggest something if you can't stand to see his e-mail address? Can you block it or have his sent to the junk folder? I don't know if this is a primary means of communication between the two of you about kids/finances. But if it isn't, I would block the address somehow to help alleviate the pain.
