Maria, I believe a part of you is excited about moving on and eventually finding someone new that gives a new spark in your life. You are now a WAW just as I have become the WAH. It is so easy to not want them anymore. After all this time you have built up walls of resentment and have focused more on his flaws.
What you need to remember is that marriage is a giant rock tumbler that helps to polish the imperfections of both spouses. Do you feel that your H and you can work together to make a better family? If you were to meet the current version of your H right now, would he be able to sweep you off your feet? Or is he now the whimpy pleading man that no woman would desire?
