Thanks for being protective of me JWS. But I’m at peace with it now. Plus like I told you, it’s a good fish story: “Oh yeah? Well, MY ex filed for divorce ON my birthday! Beat that.”
Lots of things still make me sad about all of this, but I’m much more at peace now than I have been for the last month. The doctor lifted such a huge weight off of me. This is all about my H. He gave up on me, I never gave up on him, he threw me away and treated me like dirt for 8 months, and those are things that he will have to live with for the rest of his life. It really is his loss.
The things that still linger with sadness right now are the fact that several of our mutual friends still won’t put us in a room together. It’s their problem that they’re making mine. I’m sad that it probably means that I will drift away from some of them. Again though, it’s their loss.
I feel in love with the universe again, and I’m ready to show it. : ) I’m ready to jump back on the wagon with things like a regular workout schedule, more personal projects, more reaching out with love, more socializing. Back where I was a couple months ago. It feels good.
It is in the shelter of each other that people live.--Irish proverb
