Trying2Live-Post #3

[faithrunner]

Thanks, T2L. I really don't know what his A status is. He was in EA, I found emails 2 weeks ago. Then, something happened a week and a half ago, he said he was having "mental breakdown" and had to leave during the afternoon on a Sunday. Since that day, he's been calling a little more and asking the "are we ok" stuff more. So, I wondered if the EA ended. OW is not happy with him spending every weekend with us. In the evenings when he leaves, he always calls when he gets back to the base and again as soon as he wakes up, so I believe that he is there and not out with OW. This is his routine every night, so I wonder.

I will take your advice about not being available for every invitation. I like that idea. And, I'll let some calls go to voicemail. Plus, I love your advice about being myself. I really got confused about all that. Should I look at him, should I buzz around like I'm busy, should I smile at him? It makes your head spin! I have to work on letting me shine through and maintain the mystery while he's always around! That's my challenge.