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keep it up trapt.

Tell yourself that every hour if you need to and keep thinking of those beautiful children.

For me the worst part of the day is from 2 -4 in the afternoon. That is when the kids are napping and W has the time to talk all she wants to whomever she wants. That is how she got into to EA with OM int he first place. I am very anxious during those hours and I continually need to convince myself of PMA.

Luckily I think I am finally starting to detach. I have been reading DR and it helps. I wish so bad I could give it to her and show her how easy it could be for us to work on the M. But I know that is not the answer and I keep it hidden away. Will this ever end????? I can't believe there are members who have been trying and dealing with this for years. I don't know if I have it in me so that is why I take it day to day.

Good luck with the PMA and make sure you take time for you.