X is a master manipulator & I have often wondered how can he love me if he doesnt respect me. Do these two not go together? Ive wondered if he is one of those so called women haters?
Once in the past I was trying to figure out if this thing he does was only towards me or if OW gets to see this side of him too. I think he is on his best behavior b/c like he told me before he lives there for free.
Last nite was another example.
He tends to arrive @ the house when Im in the kitchen cooking and frm where the kithchen is you cant see anything or hear when he is coming in. I asked the girls who let daddy in b/c divorced daddies need to stay outside, nope daddy let himself in.
I was cooking when he came up behind me tugging @ my hair so my head was facing up and then he covered my eyes for what seem a long time as I was telling him to let me go as I was cooking. I think he was about to kiss me when he whispered for me to kiss him & I said NO. He wanted sex and I said NO, told me ok your loss as he finally left after attempting several times for me to say ok. Next time I wont be so nice, I really have to stand up to him a guess in a mean way for him to understsand Im serious.
