Wow, it's so strange what this stuff does to you! After writing that last post and thinking about what the doctor said to me, I suddenly had tears pouring down my face. This seems to happen to me whenever someone says something that feels like "you're significant to me". I remember feeling this way when my Coffee Buddy looked at me, with tears in her eyes and said "Sometimes, I hurt so badly inside for you". Wow, here was this beautiful creature sitting there saying "you're significant to me". A few weeks ago I dropped off my best friend at his home and he turned to me and said "Whatis, I love you", I think I cried most of the way home. These things come to mean so much when you've been feeling so insignificant. I hope we all can have these times where somebody somewhere says "You're significant, you matter to me", they mean alot. Have a great day Dbers!