Thinking of you all morning. i am home with a sick D today...
I think that I feel a little of what you feel, even though my H hasn't said he wants me back...but I do almost fear that being said b/c then you have to try to figure out how to make it work, how to trust, how to love freely again without being guarded. And what if he hurts you again in 6 months, 1 year, 2 years? What will all the work and time have been for?
I can understand those feelings. And I hear you telling him you aren't sure yet. Maybe if you keep "watching" you will see if he is for "real". Even though he has done so much to hurt you I bet you still feel you know him pretty well, you will be able to tell if he means it, or not, I think...........
I have coffee, it is too late in the day for that for you though, isn't it?
