Fly by hugs! Sweetie, I know things are going to be difficult for a bit. Your H was a huge jerk and hurt you terribly. He is making strides, though, and in ways that I honestly a few months ago did not think he would ever be capable of doing. We all told you he would regret his actions and come home. You can choose to make him pay for it forever or choose to lead your heart into a future together, raising your children. That does not mean you fall right back into bed, he moves home tomorrow, or he spends the night this weekend. Instead, it means that you spend time together, with and without the kids ESPECIALLY without the kids. You talk, you rediscover each other and the people you have grown up to be, as opposed to the ones you were when you married, and you lead your heart back to love. Because, when you choose to love, the rest of it will fall into place.
SMW
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Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7