Upside and Cagzmom
Thank you..you are both right on
I need to detach more
and wait till it passes
I think sometimes the pain creates more freedom in letting go b/c today i feel i know I have to let H go
I have to pursue D and move on
or H will keep me dangling infinitely just to be a safety net
I dreamt I was with a new man..we were happy in dream
H in dream too, but we were ont together
All things are possible..
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow