Hey Jeff - How are you? -- Now I remember... Dry Heat.
Last week was fantastic, attended a sales conference in Palm Springs. The weather was amazing, 90 degress during the day and 65 at night. Learned a lot, met some cool people and did some controlled partying.
Got home on Sunday night and the next day I felt a little gloomy. Too much time to think on the plane. This situation is so strange to me. Six months ago I felt completely detached and recovered from my separation. Now that the divorce is final, a lot of sad feelings have emerged that I have had a hard time shaking.
I believe that my feelings of sadness center around my daughter and the lifestyle that my ex and I had built. I truly enjoyed waking up, going to work and coming home. I miss my daughter, my house and our little French Bulldog Kirby. I do not miss my ex and her mood swings and wine addiction.
Over the past few weeks I have been in a bit of a pattern. I wake up at 5AM and start thinking about the past and I get sad. Then I wake up and it is business as usual.
