To be realistic my goal right now is to keep food on the table . Its funny how one crisis can overshadow another . I have applied for 2 jobs had one interview and am waiting on responses. I am still employed at my current job but thats likley to end in a couple of weeks. With redundancy payment , holiday pay etc , will be ok for a while. Theres plenty of seasonal work available as well so its not all bad . I dont have a lot of respect for W right now but do still care about her , if that makes sense. I am pretty much detached in that I dont miss her like I once did. I am doing nothing that could be called DB'ing. No real dating or desire too as I see it as another complication in my life. If I am honest I still have not totaly given up on my M and until then I guess it will be status quo.
Sunny
Great to hear from you. I sometimes hope this Om would have the guts to leave his W and take my W off my hands so I dont need to worry about her. But thats not likely in the short term. I just wish they would be honest about things , after all this i dont think thats a lot to ask.
You are right she is avoiding the reality. Even separated I have been supporting her . Without me paying 1/2 her rent , her Insurances , Car expenses etc life would be tough for her . This is a reality she may need to face soon. I have told her this but she communicates very little about how she feels.
