It is a GIGANTIC roller coaster. After 25 years, what other life do you know? I've got 22. I get it. Let it out here. That's why we all come here. Fish is right. The "death of the family" is overwhelming fro me/ I never bought the "create a new better family" bulls*it, but what other choice do they give us? To check out? I tried that too. It was not the answer. THEY Made this choice for us. All we can do is try our best to weather the storm. It comes in stages, and only then with 2 steps forward and SOMETIMES, 5 back. You WILL get there.........
