I think it's bothering me so much because - knowing my wife - she is the type of person that would go through with this instead of stepping back because she already started the ball rolling. I am hoping to talk to her but I don't really know if I will have the opportunity. I don't even know what I should say. It's been so long since I've seen or talked to her that it's really uncomfortable just thinking about it. I don't even feel like I know her anymore...I guess I want her to know that I love and miss her and that I am sorry. I'm not sure if I should say those things or not.....
