{{{{{{Tom}}}}}}}}} Ugh..I'm so sorry that you are having a crappy day my friend...

It sounds like such a weird place to be for you and I hope you are okay. But you said 2 things that are right on the head: 1) Love is a decision and the more you focus on the good (or bad) the more you will think on the good (or the bad) 2) Doing the LD because it would be better for your wife and your kids (and you) for her to be in a better place emotionally..

Tawnya

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