Ah..Tom..self doubt is a bitch. This stuff does suck. Self doubt has been my greatest enemy.
I still say focus on you and the kids. Decide what you want to do. Fence riding is hard. It's hard being in this, then out, in this, then out.
You can't worry about her and what she is doing. Maintain the focus on those kids.
Her knowing about the journal...big deal..I would think that you can round up enough potential witnesses to make her forget about the journal. Sounds like she is a real popular girl..I say continue to document the stuff..
