I guess it's over

[NikB]

((((Trixi))))

Reading it, it seems obvious he's great at stringing me along. But if you saw us in person, you would see that he really seems sincere.

Oh, I think that he IS sincere. He's very sincere in telling you that he's confused, wants you available at his beck and call but doesn't want to fully commit. I think he is very sincere.

Look at the actions... what do THEY tell you?

Okay, I 'get' that I didn't do something he needed back then, but cheeze-us, Mary and Joseph, haven't I shown that I would fight for him now??

Yes, but what you haven't shown him is that he has to fight for you. Well, actually, he doesn't, which makes me very sad.

You'll analyze every single comment he makes to death in order to mold yourself into exactly what he wants (this week). Next week when he wants something else, you'll make sure you do that, too. And demand nothing from him, except the oh so fabulous "gift" of him allowing you to be in his presence.

It makes me want to cry that you want so little for yourself in the M.