Yea, there's alot going on with me and I have confided in BND. She's a good friend....a great friend. I have gone around the same circle over and over for 2 years and she's just telling it like it is. I have bowed down to my H long enough and it's time to live for me and D. I was a mess yesterday and had terrible terrible thoughts. I have decided that H is not worth these kind of thoughts. It's a new leaf for me and I'm turning it now! It's 1pm and I have no interest in speaking to H so that right there tells me I'll be all good.
