Thing is the website is definitely from the last week, as I had looked at history the week before and it wasn't there. (I know, bad me for doing that).
I hope he feels good about the weekend and not panicked. It was a bit strange that he didn't reach out to me at all today, beyond this morning when he told me he cleaned the litter boxes, and this was at 9 AM.
He was so friendly until today. I hope I am just acting overly concerned. I should not have asked him if he had a good time this weekend, as it forces the issue a bit. Guessing he doesn't want to give me "false hope", and has pulled back. I also kissed him on the lips when he was in bed, and he didn't seem overly enthusiastic.
It is good that he didn't scoot away from me in bed last night, even though it wasn't active cuddling. OK trying to remain calm here. Now he has left for the airport, and any contact will be electronic only until Friday. There is always the chance he left me a note or something at home, but this is unlikely. It's just weird as really SO much happened this week, and not one word has been said about it. I hope I didn't miss a real opportunity, and that it is still there. Just that Sunday was exactly like it used to be between us, only better as there was no arguing or bickering...
Guess it's probably normal for a WAS to pull back after an intense period of time though...
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
