I just need to vent

[Livin4ME]

So I let H get to me this morning. He has a way of wanting to have these talks first thing in the morning. It's really annoying and I don't like starting my day like this. And this morning I let him get to me. He will be leaving again soon. He's thinking this week. And I even asked him last night to not make any plans this weekend coming up cuz I have my final exam next week and I have to spend the weekend studying. It's really annoying how selfish he is!!! He told me, 'If I do it this week or in 2.5 weeks what's it matter, I'm still gonna do it." So I tried flipping it around on him. He's still gonna do it, so what does it matter?! He lets me finish school without dealing with this bs or he leaves and starts crap right before I finish!? This exam is 80% of my grade! He said he would take the kids with him this weekend. Ummmm...hell no. That's really not gonna help me study! Sitting there trying to deal with my kids being with the OW!!!! And he informed me again today that she WANTS to be my friend!!! I told him no. Well, that's on me then he says. It's my fault we can't be friends. hahaha
We got alittle threatening with each other too. I told him I needed to go grocery shopping. He said he gave me money already. I didn't use it all. I left some in the account. He said he would go empty the account. So I told him I would call JAG (military lawyers). He said he knew it was gonna be like this and left for work.
We talked alittle bit about him taking the kids for overnights at her house. He knows it's going to make him look like a crappy dad to the courts. He agrees with me. But he still wants to do it because SHE wants it. So he's gonna allow her to let him look like a crappy dad to the courts and he's ok with. He says he'll explain it to the kids one day. That SHE wanted to spend time with them and he wanted the same. I was the one who wouldn't allow it. UGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!! Can I please fastforward 6 months?!