I'm still very confused. The night was OK. H got home around 1030 and we just read in bed. There was no cuddling, but we laid in a position where we were touching each other most of the night.
This morning though I was on his PC and saw that he had been visiting a roommates site. I have no idea when or how seriously he is taking this. I see that he's even registered. This made me nauseous. I wasn't as cool as I could have been when leaving. I said bye, kissed him, and said thanks for driving to Galway. I then asked him if he had a good time (I know not my finest move), and he said "yeah it was cool."
Am worried that he's pulled back again. Now he's leaving for 3 nights, so all conversation will be on IM/email. He comes home Friday, and we haven't even talked about this. He had suggested plans for one day this weekend, when we were drunk, but beyond this no idea what he's thinking. I hope I didn't miss my window of opportunity. I am feeling scared now. He has 3 days to really ruminate on everything. I guess all I can do is hang back. I have no choice now. I think I really need to get an appointment with Jody as I am unsure whether avoiding R talk is a good/bad thing in my sitch right now. H wants more intimacy out of an R than what we had, but I don't know what this means for him...
Ok, just hoping any IM talk today will be nice. I will certainly not be initiating!
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
