I was going to just turn off the computer and not look until morning because I thought I was going to get a rash of doo for what I wrote. Don't anybody get me wrong yes we have come a long way. Retro was the best thing we could have done. But like you said my engine is running out of gas, she just pours enough in to keep me going. Like I said before.... I amazes me how if she only realized instead of giving my teaspoons of fuel how easier it would be on both of us and how far I would get with just a cup. I am not asking for a full tank. But everyone knows you should never let your gas tank run on empty. All that does is suck the junk of the bottom of the tank and sooner or later your intake gets fouled up. (Carburetors on the real cars) and the thing will not start any more. I am still planning our "date" how would I like to see it go? I want to get there first. And when she arrives answer the door like to old friends that have not talked much in the last year. Get re acquainted. She has experience getting "re acquainted" with one a old friend already. Unfortunately I respect her (don't know why) too much to just use her like he did.
I am getting there Sara.... soon if things don't happen...everyone says slow down, give her space, don't push her... these are all great things to do for her. But isn’t it all about me? Isn't it all about what I want? what I need? DETACH. They say. Don't worry I am going to continue to play the game at least until the Date night. After that it's truth or dare.... Tell me the truth or dare me to leave. WDID I wrote ya a looooooooog letter. Sorry but what you said in your posts remind me so much of my wife.. Help me Obi-Wan Kenobi you are my only hope...
I need a sign to let me know you're here All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere I need to know that things are gonna look up 'Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup
When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head When you feel the world shake from the words that are said
And I'm calling all angels I'm calling all you angels
I won't give up if you dont give up
I need a sign to let me know you're here 'Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear I want a reason for the way things have to be I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me
When children have to play inside so they don't disappear And private eyes solve marriage lies cause we don't talk for years And futbol teams are kissing Queens and losing sight of having dreams In a world that what we want is only what we want until it's ours
Calling all you angels
They call me Dr LOve
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
