no expectations 9

[peacetoday]

Hi
So tired of this situation
I snooped a little..some woman is helping him organize the office
I felt violated as this is my business too, we started it together..she has no right being a bookkeeper
My brother says H takes work home on weekends and brings it back monday done..H isnt doing it he said its a neighbor..right!
I think its his OW
So I got into a little anger when H came tonight
I dont think I can do this
I told him I cant keep doing this
Told him it must be nicwe to have friends whp do his book work!
he needs to move on to his new life with his new friend
He said he was working on getting an apt, but didnt know how much alimony he was going to have to pay

I said maybe his new friend can help him
he still says nothing
he does maintain good control of his tongue and still doesnt admit it but didnt deny it either
but its been 20 months since bomb and Ive had other evidence as far back as last september so I think he is with her a while
He also seems very sure of his decision to pick her over trying to work on the M
I know 20months is not that long but my H shows absolutely NO sign of regret
he appears calmer says he is losing weight
I think he has made up his mind
I hate him
thanks for listening

peace