Yes. I've been staving off the clinical depression with SamE but the conditions that I am living with are causing me to be in a perpetual state of anxiety and situation depression.
There was an incident last night that was so horrific that I had pushed it aside all day until it crashed on me about an hour ago. It is something that I wish I could erase from my mind because it was not only frightening but it was a statement of the lowest contempt and hatred I've ever had directed at me. I don't know if it was an exaggerated piece of drama brought on by his extreme state of mind or if it was suppressed reality exploding before my eyes. I'm sorry that I can't be more explicit, but it is too fresh right now. I need time to process what happened.
I was going to go to the Florida DBer's gathering this weekend, but now I'm not sure if I can. We are down a vehicle.
Brian, you always write such deeply insightful and gentle posts on my thread. I can't begin to tell you how much your concern and the time that you take in following my situation, means to me.
I hope your situation is moving in a good direction. Haven't seen your thread of late, so I'm hoping that that means all is well.
