According to our horoscope we had a 5 star day. In my case they were wrong .... I had an 8 star day. W called me and asked if she could spend the night at the house after the football game. She added " I will not molest you" I told her "I will not hold her to that promise" She LOL. I asked if she had plans for Friday and she said No. I asked, if she would like, I would take off and we can go eat at one her favorite place and drive down to the beech. She said She would like that. Soooooooo guess what I am going to do? Her voice sounded happy and excited. What do you think? I think this should be counted as at least 2 big step in the right direction. I am going to be "Fonzy" cool and let her take the lead and make the moves.
I truly hope your day turned out to be a 5 star day. I hope your day at work went well and you had a good time at the good luck party tonight. Halloween is Friday, you should do something Crazy! Dress up as a nurse or something weird like that .... I know you can dress up like a self-center, all-important, holy than thou, know it all Doctor. You know the type.
You can walk through the wards handing out placeboes to all of your friends. You may want to make sure you get the sugar free placeboes. You know the diet craze and all. And you can give your special friends Bloody Maries in IV bags (alcohol free since your at work). What ever you do don't mixes the placeboes with the Blood Maries! That could bad.
What ever you do for the 31st have FUN. Have a good time! Do what comes naturally. Be crazy. You will get all kinds of smile and laughs. Those smiles and laughs are infectious. Who knows you may even catch a case of smile and laughs. It will make you feel really good inside. It will put your mind in the right place.
You have come a long way over the last 20 months and you got a ways to go, but you are strong. You will arrive at a destination where you can live life as you should.
Hugs back (you have been my inspiration.) Thanks ((VS))
