I have realized today that I will continue to go to the functions, for the girls. They aren't uncomfortable. In fact, they love to be around their cousins, aunts and uncles, and grandparents (xH's side is HUGE). They had a blast, surrounded by love. I'll get over my blecky feelings, and xH can get over his. Its all about the girls.
The week of Halloween has begun!!! D4's "Fall Party" (no Halloween allowed lol) was this morning and of course, so much fun. She has another one tomorrow and xH will be attending that one. He originally wanted to go on the day I went, but I asked him to attend the other one, and he was fine with that. Having lunch with co-workers tomorrow. D6's party is Friday and xH will be working, so I'll go alone, which is much better for me at the moment. But I will take pictures for him. I will smile and avoid OW if needed, but blecky. Still affects me, no lyin' there.
D4's "Fall Party" (no Halloween allowed lol) was this morning and of course, so much fun. She has another one tomorrow and xH will be attending that one. He originally wanted to go on the day I went, but I asked him to attend the other one, and he was fine with that. Having lunch with co-workers tomorrow. D6's party is Friday and xH will be working, so I'll go alone, which is much better for me at the moment. But I will take pictures for him. I will smile and avoid OW if needed, but blecky. Still affects me, no lyin' there.
