Yes I read the same. She is trying to get a connection with the kids, but she is not having much luck. My younger D sees her, but it makes her uncomfortable and she always asks the W to take her home or have me go get her. She obviously doesn't see what and who she is becoming and has openly denied she has changed at all. My kids have made the comment that they don't know her and have lost all rspect for her.

I feel bad for myself, really bad having to deal with my emotional issues without any physical support. thank god for you guys. Anyway, I do feel bad about what she is going through, but I now see what people mean about being dark and it getting easier. It seems the worse it starts to get for her, the more she tries to reach out. I have been documenting it and it is cyclical, just like a roller coaster. I can basically tell you that she will reach out to the kids this weekend because she won't be wti him. apparently his wife has put the restriction on her being around her son. OM is basically being told to make a choise. Good.

This MLC is a bear. Just listening to Sandi and AMy gives me hope, but it also gives me some pretty good insight.