Steve...

Im not even sure what my positives are anymore.

I know I am a giving and caring person and I have learned to open up more than I ever have before... show my feelings.

Physically, I am more attractive than OW....
She is kinda a plain Jane..and she is way too thin...has the figure of a 12 y/o

Its funny you should ask about dreams..I wrote him a letter last week and asked him what his dreams were in life...

I know what our dreams were as a family...

I really just am still at the lost stage... have been for months.. keep getting advice and my brain wont process it..
Im still stuck..

Its been a bad morning.. had several text conversations with hubby.

He took body flavored "lubricants" from "our" drawer to her....
he didnt think I would notice..he said they were collecting dust..i threw them away...

please.. i am not an idiot.... he has so much stuff around this house..why go there?


Baby steps

Sandy

m/39
h/40
t/20,m/19
d14
d10
s3
3/19/08 ILYBNILWY
7/21/08 A W/Best Friend