Another one bites the dust (2)

[No Longer BH]

Funny lwb, I have been wondering when I would get the re-writing of our history. I mean he has followed the scripted to a tee with the exception of our history. When we went to our first mediation appointment in July, he told the mediator that we had a wonderful relationship until the last year and then things broke hard and he had an A. So, I was wondering when this was going to happen.

Its so sad, when I look at him now the only thing that keeps running through my head is "I hate him, I hate him." I dont want to have these thoughts but that's all I got. I feel bad but also think it is protecting me and helping me to move on. I swear every time we are together I catch him in another lie. Dont understand why he feels the need to continue this way because I have already shown him when it comes to his OW I no longer react. He made his choice now I get to chose how to live the rest of my life.


THanks for checking in on me everyone.