Why did i ever have an affair. I tell you the 8 months of sneaking and lying ( thats the fun i thought i was having ) was not worth 1 minute of this misery.
I am at work - ( it is public holiday ). H is at home cooking us dinner - very nice BUT i suppose as soon as i get home I am going to have to take these boots off and take tired feet and body out on a walk to keep out of his way.... sign
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You were angry at your husband for not picking up the phone
What says it was an emergency. Car accident anything. i feel he should answer any call. It is hard enough being on my own but I feel 150% soley responsible for kids. i have taken to having 1 sometimes 2 glasses of wine at night and that means i cannot drive. So i guess I give up my one comfort, just in case I am needed. i know i got us in to this situation but B^%$#y H@#$ do I have to give up much more.
Yes i am going to get some help. Really feel it is a control issue though. I think I used to be very bossy with him. Not now. I have made huge changes and for the better
