Yes..I know I could forgive him because 1. He is not acting like the same man i married. 2. He is the father of my children 3. I have a huge heart 4. I still love him
and those are also the reasons I have trouble letting go... the "what if" keeps popping in my head..
what if he changes his mind what if I didnt do this what if I didnt do that
but I am trying to be realistic also... my dreams are obviously not his dreams.
and what are the chances he really would change his mind.. he has been gone 7 months ... having an affair probably close to a year..not sure exactly when it started.... you would think if it was not going to work between them ..it would have happened by now..maybe they will survive this... ..that makes me cry
