Jeannine... I just read your recent thread, haven't posted for a week or 2...you are really dealing with a lot and handling it so beautifully. I am going to print your list of issues, goals, etc. It is exactly relevant to my situation and you listed your goals so clearly, concisely, honestly, and so positive. You are helping me while dealing with so much. I need to get back on track with this group. I got good feedback last month, been working on stuff....taking small steps, but have a long ways to go. I will start my own thread soon again. Just want to give you more warm, prayerful thoughts...and tell you how inspirational you are. Take good care of yourself, vent here....and keep yourself moving forward. In my thoughts. Mooka