Jeanine, Best of luck tomorrow- maybe some chocolate to take along? According to my mom, it makes you feel good! pretty awesome you got your H to watch those, I bet he listens more than you think and at some future point in comes up in a good way I hope. My H kept all the notes I sent him about letting go of OW and how it was affecting her M, (the tramp cared less about her M than I did as it turns out)and later said he really did "listen" even though I was the evil spouse back then. Great job on anti- disintegrating, you sound stronger and better and we were all worried about you! Hang in there and keep us posted-LOL! You are doing great! Shay