Using faith as an excuse is one way to look at it. But isn't it also the case that faith causes us to live a certain way? Faith is a belief, and your faith is strong which is one big reason for the conflict you are going through.
lis, my faith has weakened greatly.
You can tell that the longer I go, the more I'm telling myself that I don't want to do it anymore. Then my Guardian Angel comes around and taps my shoulder.
Of course, thoughts are one thing. Puting them to action is a completely different animal. Thats why I keep reminding myself to take it...
day by day by day.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
