Yes..I know I need someone to pull the blinders off sometimes.
I think what I was trying to say was, other than those things I mentioned, there are not a lot of times I "feel the love".
We are still doing the same crazy stuff, and that leads to some very close, intimate times....but it is always during the party times.
During the normal every day she never seems to seek out that closeness, like she is afraid I will get the wrong idea. Why such a difference...just the alcohol?
Recently she seems more relaxed and comfortable during the everyday, so maybe it's coming....it would just be nice to have her initiate a hug, kiss or simple touch. With all we do....like I said...very guarded about showing any affection.
