Hello, thanks for asking. I am still here. Just have not been posting. Nothing exciting or positive in my situation going on. Hubby talks very little to me now. His quote "you silenced me" I feel like he is punishing me.
I saw him for 1 1/2 hr yesterday for soccer. It was hard. He acts like nothing bothers him and it tears my heart apart.
Honestly I have hardly gone any amount of time recently without talking to him. My goal is to not talk this week... maybe it will help me let go. I am still at square one. I have been on here and reading for months and I should be farther along. It is humiliating.