I guess it's over

[Trixi]

I'm weak. weak weak weak.
W-E-A-K
I don't think I need to elaborate on that, right?

H came over to do the fax. He asked how my business was going and I told him not so great; so I saw that as my opportunity to mention the stock.

He at first said he wanted to use the money to pay down our second mortgage and I said that I wasn't so keen on that idea; that I would prefer it in cash and he said okay. He also mentioned that he was assuming he would need to pay me more monthly, but I needed to go and get a 'real' job until real estate picks back up.

He said that he really was just wanting some time, but I was talking about moving in together and he's not ready. He is still confused a great deal. He said that he feels like it's best that I am not at the house with his son and the young roommate; that I would be irritated by the situation. The rest of the exact quote was this "Son won't be at the house for too long; I just want to help him get on his feet. And [25 yo roommate] won't be living with me forever, either, but for now, I am dealing with them"
He did mention that he still wants to see what's going to happen with the band.
He mentioned the "needing time" thing more than once.
He is confused for (partially) the same reason I am. (ie, we have a fantastic chemistry, we like/love each other-so what's the problem?)

He asked if I would be able to keep renting for awhile and I said that my landlord actually wanted to sell after my lease was up (end of the year), but that he would carry a note and my H's eyes got big. He said "Well, this is the time to buy; can you get a good deal?" (yes) He then said that if I get it for a decent price, then it'll be a good rental. He even started to say that he could maybe get into his 401k for a down, but I told him that was not necessary or a good idea.

I'm too tired to think anymore-- I think there are more interesting points, but I am not thinking clearly.