(((H4H)))) I'm so sorry that happened. Don't make any decisions tonight. Sleep on it and give the going dark thing a shot.

You need a chance to do some healing of your own. The last couple of days have been pretty hard as far as your feelings about W are concerned. You also need a chance (as do I) to miss her. Getting too close to their fog and the BS that come with it has a way of chipping away at your heart and that makes what we are trying to do harder and it takes that much more of an emotional toll on us.
Take care of yourself and be kind to you....

M:39
H:39
K:S14;D8
T:22yr
M:15yrs
S:12/28/07 EA/PA
3/14/08 OW preg
11/17/08 born
12/12/08 his
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Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option