I told him he know whats really going on, he has all the details, he knows what the truth is, but I don't, and I have to work with what I have...
To which I say, AMEN!
You completely summarized what it's like to be a WAS in a nutshell. I don't know how many times I just wanted to know THE TRUTH!
I know if I were you your shoes, and going through a second bomb, I would feel the same way. But it sounds like your H may realize this, especially because you've been dialoging.
