1.) talked to 'A' two days ago. 2.) I made my decision and called. It was the three week mark. 3.) I called because he txt me that he had been sick. a.) Good reason to call: show that I care, called from work, short & sweet 4.) he sounded happy that I called 5.) he referred to my chicken soup txt and told me that he got some. 6.) we talked a few minutes, light & fun, I ended the conversation. 7.) the wait starts again . . . hate the wait. 8.) I have noticed that I feel much better with 'M' out of my life. 9.) I still worry that 'M' being out of my life will hinder my relationship with 'A'. 10.)I miss 'A' very much. But today, my hopes are up and I am positive. 11.)I look forward to seeing him.