(((Corey))) Hope you had a blast. Time for many of us here to have a little bit of enjoyment in our otherwise messed up days.
I am the worst at taking my own advice, but I think GF has something. Not only would going black perhaps end up with H missing you, it will (and for me this is KEY) help you to not damage whatever feelings and love you still have - I see these getting more dusty with almost every interaction with H. Hope that makes some sense.
Take care.
LIS
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