Hey T.. thank you for posting to me! I liked what you said, that really helped.
Of course you have to do whats right for your career.. you and B are 900 miles apart but back in touch and Kalni has a good point, he could take a job anywhere and be 900 miles from NYC and you again!?
Can you really not get the material ready for 15th Nov? Thats a shame, thats a big date astrologically! It would have been good to go for it then (something to do with Pluto!). Yes and Pluto does kind of mean 'little death' - in that its a constant process of stripping back, laying bare, going to the depths, mining those feelings and then rising again from the ashes like the phoenix from the fire. Just google it, theres tonnes of info on Pluto and I think it also gives you a lot of power. Plus, to have Pluto linked to a personal planet (like the Sun, moon or Venus) makes you very creative and kind of .. powerful !
So dont doubt yourself, I bet you are destined for amazing things. Where is the 'centre of the universe' for cello playing/ learning? Is it NYC ? If it is.. go there, even if you fear it.
Did you have any more thoughts abnout talking to B about your new cello?
Ali xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread