Back to life, back to reality?

[istherehope]

So waiting for H to pick me up...he should be here any minute.

Trying to calm myself. I feel like we are going on a first date, but it's a date to the mall. I still don't know what to talk about, what to do etc. I guess my number one priority will be to act happy and serene. I need to be interesting but not decide on the things we do. Feels like pressure!

Ok please wish me luck. I am going to act "as-if" we are already a happy couple, and that H is really excited to see me.

ITH