NO, I do not feel disloyal to my h at all and he does not drink over here. And no this has nothing to do with my son moving out.
My part in God's perfect timing is to wait on God with me not interfering. That is what God's timing is all about.
I cannot bring my h home at all. Only h can make this decision and only God can move mountains to do this and change h's direction.
My h has been drinking for several years but not to this extent. ALso, lots of people in MLC will drink much more than normal. Of course I will end up a widow someday but again, only God will determine when our time is up. My h looks worse and worse due to depression, in my opinion, not because of the alcohol although alcohol is a depressant to so it does not help.
Impatience is not a virtue. Patience is something that is learned and something God wants us to have so that we rely on Him.
Yes, I have choices but are they the right choices and acceptable to God and between me and God.
My choice is not to divorce my husband and I stand by that.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
